Subject: Lost in ones thoughts-open to all Sun Jun 06, 2010 5:46 am
William was sitting down looking up at the stars. He was playing the spanish guitar. He was playing how he felt, and what kind of mood he was in. It was a sad, and lonely one that would make even the strongest of men cry. He knew why he was in this mood. It was due to Enrya, and how he and she left each other. Rather he left her, due to her hate for him. He loved her, even if it didn't look that way. He wished they hadn't met like that. In a bloody and messy battle with the hollows. Blood was close to coming out, he could feel it, and see it. It was sad. He couldn't get through to her, due too Blood. He could also see that Blood was starting to take control of Enrya. He never wanted to see the day when the she would come to control Enrya. It made him sad, he wondered if he'd ever be able to find something to help relax his mind.
William had just finished playing the sad guitar song, and moved on to a more relaxing one. It was rather nice, it was almost as if he could some vocals, and other soothing sounds. He felt so relaxed now. He just continued to stare up at the stary night sky. He felt at peace now. He wasn't in any mood. just a calm, and at peace state. Something that was hard for many to achive during this time, when war at the gates of almost every faction. It made him sad. He felt as if his nation was the only one trying to prevent going to war. he really didn't want to see anyone die. Not anymore, not after all he's seen, and gone through. It was to stressful, even more so for the ones who had a family. A family. That was something William wanted to start with Enrya, but he never got the chance. He was so stricken by grief he never got to be happy, and know she was the same. He had hoped his leaving would make have a positive light on her, but it was having the opposite effect. It was making her want to kill every living thing other than the Shinigami. A small and gentle tear rolled down William's face as he continued to play the guitar. trying to make himself feel better but bitter thoughts floated around in his mind. William then closed his eyes, and continued to play.
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Subject: Re: Lost in ones thoughts-open to all Tue Jun 08, 2010 1:02 am
William stop playing suddenly, and then looked down at the sand. "Alright time for me to go." William said, as he stood up. Once he stood up he began to make his walk home. He didn't feel like running. He was to hot to run, and he wanted to watch the stars still.